Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Oh the pain of it all.

This baby is going to come early.  And I honestly feel that it's going to be far too soon.
I knew I was going to have a lot of wonderful pains this round because it's so soon after Delaney was born, and with the c-section and all the scar tissue...man oh man some days I feel like I'm ripping in half.

But that doesn't bother me, because those pains are ones I recognize, even though they are stronger.  But the past several days I've experienced this...weird pain, I don't even know if I would exactly classify it as pain, it is that weird.  It's more like uncomfortable pressure, way down in the bottom of my pelvis.  It can make it hard for me to walk, or shift in certain positions.  I also get this feeling as though my insides are about to fall out of my crotch.  Probably not a good thing.  Dunno.

I've also been experiencing a strange pain way up high on my left side, which I have felt before but when I tried to explain to the doctor that it was different from the ligament pains, I just kind of got passed over.  It feels almost like contractions, but not quite.  Not AS intense, and lasting for far longer.  Like getting punched really hard with a metal bat.  Something like that.

Now, I am aware I should probably make a doctor actually listen to my concerns, but I'm honestly not ready to bring it up, because if it turns out to be nothing, I don't want to be looked at as the stupid chick on her third child who still doesn't know what pregnancy is like.  Screw that.  Like I don't know my own body.  If things really start to get weird though, like discharges or very definitive contractions, you can bet your booty that I'll be singing a solo with my bells ringing.

The one thing I can say, though, is that my new shoes are freaking amazing and my back hasn't felt so great since before Delaney was born.  Score one for me!







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